I care way too much

I care way too much about how something seems to be from the outside. I care too much about other people’s opinion and what they maybe think about me, my decisions and my life. I care too much about how things I do are in relation to things that other people do. I care too much about taking pictures of good days just to proof that they were as good as I think they were and to compare them to other people’s experiences to see whether mine were just as good as theirs. I care way too much about stuff that is not important at all. I care way too much about everything that I maybe do not have instead of enjoying what I actually have.